keathwee

i'm on leave for the whole of this week. damn good to have a break. but now i guess its gonna get boring sinced i didn't plan for any activities. =| but i think i have a chain of drinking sessions plus partying sessions coming along. so its still okay bah. i just hope that my gastric won't kill. =)

after going through a month plus of hell,

now,
i dont feel sad anymore.
i dont feel pain anymore.
i dont love her anymore.

however, i think i need to get used to being alone.

i just love companions, im just one who enjoys going out and doing stuffs. i dont like having nothing to do.

i think that i need to go and find activity partners alr. haha.

yeps.

hey im off =)

for now, hi livejournal, minshan and lilin.=)


just a brief introduction to myself.

im khoo keat hwee.
22 in exactly a week's time.
currently serving the army as an instructor, gonna ord in sept13 2009.
previously from peirce secondary then nanyang poly electronics computer engineering.
enjoys going out with friends, chilling out at ice cream places or just some random place to slack.
to the beach for beach volleyball or to sun.
mahjong sessions...but i guess i'll cut down on it.
whenever there's sports or any activities, i wont hesitate to get myself down for it.be it east or west area.
sports for e.g.: basketball,badminton,soccer,rugby,rollerblading...

for my case, i'm still recuperating from the pain/trauma she caused me. after being with her for two years, one day i found out that she's seeing another guy behind my back for a span of a year. for me i'm definitely at the losing end as i'm in the army doing my ns and they are in the university also staying in hostels. i found out that they were seeing each other a lot and to the extent of her staying over in his room for many nights. let's not think or talk about what they did, it was really damn disgusting to see my own girlfriend doing that. it's damn painful, really. when asked her about why did she do that, what she can only reply me is "i didn't know why i did that, but it's something that i always regretted doing". it's not once,twice that she stayed over at his room, it's numeral times. however, when i found out about all these, i still forgave her!(yes go ahead scolding me, i think i deserved much scoldings too). at that point of time, i told myself that i really loved her a lot and i don't want to lose her. so much so that no matter what she did, i'll give her another chance, so apparently i did. i literally placed my male's ego(which obviously i don't have) on the floor to be stepped by her. so okay i forgave her and we carried on with our life after she promised me not to see that guy anymore. however, less than two months later, i found out that she's still seeing that guy. then, i couldn't take it anymore, i broke up with her. for the whole of last month, was undergoing 'system recovery' or you can call it as depression too. didn't go out, can't eat, can't sleep,life was really hell back then. but now, i'm almost done with it. =)

- end of intro.

=)